Someone

Ok, I have a confession my friends.

I like someone.

Someone I really can't like. Someone that I know people will judge me for liking. Someone that...

Someone that makes me genuinely happy.
Someone who I can keep up a conversation with (and that NEVER happens).
Someone I feel like wants to be around me.
Someone I could see being my best friend.
Someone I can laugh with. Someone I could have a conversation about the gospel with.
Someone who knows who they are and what they stand for and won't change their values for anything.
Someone who will just hold me and laugh and ignore my awkwardness, cause they don't know what they're doing either. Someone who actually listens to me and cares about what I have to say.

Someone that I could love.

Someone who's a sophomore.

Of course, my senior year, I have to fall for someone I can't be with because they aren't even old enough to date. This is just sad. #worstseniorever.

But, I've never met someone who can make me feel so happy and, well, special. Just by being around them.

I have realized something though.

Is something like a grade in high school going to stop me from pursuing what will make me happy?
Am I going to choose anyone over them just because they're closer to my age? Heck to the no. There is no one else anymore. Just my someone.

I've decided to take the path that will make me happy.
Even though it may be a bit hard.

I've decided to be brave.
I've decided to be brave for my someone.
I've decided to not be scared of what others will think of me.

I've decided to leap.

And pray someone will catch me.