Monday, December 22, 2014

No more hiding

I've delayed posting this because I know hardly anyone cared about my blog.
Thanks to the few who did. I often feel very tossed aside and forgotten, that no one ever really cares about me. So when I saw a comment, you'll never know how much it helped me through my day.
Now, a few things about me,
(In case you don't already know who I am, cause like if you really know me then you knew it was me right away)
-I suck at writing poetry.
-I've had depression for the past two years.
-I'm the youngest in my family, which is code for "I'm the permanent babysitter at Grandma's house".
-I love theater. And dance. And music. They're the only things that can make me genuinely happy.
-I want to be a drama teacher. I want to give people a good experience with theater, and I want to inspire the students who really care.
-Oreos are my weakness. They're just so freaking good.
-The Tim Allen Santa is my favorite version cause he's the only Santa that isn't actually terrifying. He's the Santa I'm gonna raise my kids on.
-I want to me a mom. I want a little mini version of me and the one I love most combined into a little body. That just sounds like the greatest thing.
-I love photography. I love taking the picture of someone that they can look at and think that they're beautiful.
-I want to be a princess. Ballgowns, dancing all day, meeting a handsome prince? Sign me up. It helps that I've played Ariel and Jasmine, and work as Belle and Elsa for kids parties. I guess I'm on the right track. My resume will look great.
-I hate compliments. Like, if someone says "oh your so cute" or "your just so pretty up there on stage", that to me is so fake. Please tell me something you actually mean. Thanks.
-I fall for people that remind me of my brother. No, I'm not saying I'm creepily attracted to my brother. I want someone who will always make me smile and be my best friend, just like my brother.
-I love Disney, Doctor Who, all things nerdy, chick flicks, and basically most things you can find on Netflix.
-I hate high school relationships, and yet I want one. But boys are the worst. But they're not. It's complicated.
-Christine Daae is my absolute dream role. I love her character so much. And Nelson, I feel like she should have chosen the Phantom, too.
-"Ireth" is elvish for my first name. Don't judge. Here's the link to the website where you can find yours. Your all welcome.
http://www.chriswetherell.com/elf/
Well, I guess the girl who has been hiding is finally premiering at the Opera. Sing on, Angel of Music.
-Kelsea Kocherhans



7 comments:

  1. thanks for the comments. and for being real.
    comments are so weird. "i'll read what you wrote and then tell you something about it"
    like what?

    I followed the link and my name is Luthien
    you say you suck at poetry but you're writing real and your thoughts are great
    i've never heard you sing or seen you act but i would love to, because #1 i love music and #2 if it is your passion, its 100% worth seeing to me
    i love your pen name, not just because but because she's french and the story is incredible
    ...

    by the way, great post.
    i wish we never had to hide.

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  2. Kelse, i've always seen you as an amazing writer and ive been jealous of your voice ever since you sang 'big girls dont cry'. I know you dont like writing about real life, but your story poem type things are my favorite. I really do love this blog, and your other one. you're not like everyone else. and it works for you.

    Keep writing. I care. I completely adore you Kelsea Brooke Kocherhans.

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  3. You're a good actress. I'm not just saying that. And you'll make a great Christine one day. Just make sure you look at the Phantom that way.

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  4. Dear kelsea,
    Just know I read every single one of your posts. I waited for the day you'd post another one. You are so fantastic. And I really look up to you. Love this, love the post, love the blog and I love you.

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  5. I totally get the "permanent babysitter at grandma's house" #same

    Thanks for the blog, it's been fun.

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  6. I literally just saw this and about cried. Thanks to all of you who cared about Christine.

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